An
empty page...............this was...................I got to many questions
about that
I
have to explain it in words, sorry for that!
Please follow my words.....
When
we are honest, we have to admit that we can't be sure of anything in life. The
only thing that we know by certain, is that we are living right now. And when we look at
what that is, living, we may discover that we (our separate 'I' s) in fact are
only aware that we are living.
We
see images, we feel objects, hard or soft, we hear sounds, we smell the
air....ourselves.... We do that, I do that. We see that we are here, right on
this moment. And what that is, we don't know. It is, I'm here. I see the world
outside of me. I see my body parts outside of me...or is that me?.....my God!
Now the problems start. Am I in the body or is the body in me (or my awareness).
I'm I in my hand, my feet, my nose.....or are they images in my awareness. And
my thoughts and my feelings...are they inside of me? But I can see them, so they
are outside of me. Well they can be in me, but they are definitely not me.
I can read all the mystical standard works till the moment I die, but these are
the facts I can see for myself.
I
invite you to look for yourself. The truth is what is here now. I can see that
now is here. Yesterday is a remembrance in my head. My brain seems to collect
that. Tomorrow is an expectation, also thoughts and images in the head. It are 'mere'
thoughts and images. I can see them on this moment, as they were objects. I
can't hold them in my hand. I can grab all kind of things (also objects) here
and now. I can touch you now. But I can't touch you yesterday. I can plan to
touch you tomorrow, but if I miss my plane there is no touching at all tomorrow.
So
the only thing we know (when we never had read any book or heard any teacher) is
that we are living right now, because we know we are here experiencing things.
We are aware of them.
Now is the moment that has to incorporate all aspects of life, for there is not
another moment. Now life is enrolling itself. Pantha Rei. Not yesterday, not
tomorrow. Now, here!
So
now we should be able to meet or to recognize our cause. It must be here, on
this moment. Not anywhere else, for we are not there. If It was there we would
not exist, we would fall apart. We would even know we were here. It must be
here. And I am here. So it must be in me, totally filling me up. But I can't see
it. So the cause is me......there is no place for something else, or else it was
an object, outside of me. Or I would be the object and my cause the subject. But
I'm not. In my life 'I'.....that-what-sees.... is the only subject. I am
invisible as is my cause. So there is no escaping: I=the cause, we are both the
same subject. We are One. The father and I are One...who said that?
There
is no other possibility. There can be only one subject, so there is no Subject
One that can find Subject Two. So we can't do anything but to see this. Even the
subject does not exist. It is a no-thing. Not to be found by us. And
when we see this we are ready. Then we are where we are. We can live on
without worrying what life is all about. We are life itself, although we
discover that we can't influence life, as we would want to. And when we see that
we can't change it, we can drop all our long-term plans, all our aspirations.
My
God! How simple! I have not to do anything. Wei Wu Wei....We can live in the moment,
we can live life as it presents itself, with it's joys, and it's sadness. But is
doesn't matter. All is (in) me. I am not the doing. All things pass, but I stay forever. Right
now, here! Well, and if the Ego is still there, we have seen him as he is.
As a form of thinking, as an object. It is
a matter of time. See it, but don't fight with it, for you know the truth
now....
It
will dawn upon you, when it's your time. Now!